Too much thinking. Of my luv marriage.

I have lost my baby internally while pregnancy in 9th month she was a baby girl. I was depressed due to some issue in my laws family. I did love marriage and in my laws house there is my MIL, FIL, my husband and me only. I am a teacher/coordinator and my husband is police man. We are middle class family. My problem is my husband did physical voilence with me, i dnt knw perhaps I lost my baby in womb due to this 1 day before delivery he mentally and physically torture me which made me exhausted and my baby's heartbeat gotten stop. Now I m very upset and crying every day. I dnt know what to do next. I think too much about my husband's behavior about him only. I am very much focused on him. I m showing like I am fine and I am not angry upon him I still love him. But internally I am disturbed because of him. Every time I think how to move on how to get rid from this person. But at last I don't have any conclusion. My blood relation family is not with me bcz of my luv marriage.