Scared of life. Able to understand him.

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation. Don't ever try to park all your happiness on basket or one individual , it will become single point of failure. In your case you are trying do it. Be practical on such scenario. Marriage is not just one day affair of just getting married. It's just a start and a lot need to happen with the support of both the families . At your age you need to look such relationships with a maturity and consider for long-term. Without the support of his family it will not be successful relationships. You may be emotional disturbed. Take a small counseling support to get yourself better to handle the suitation. Advice you for a online counseling as it's faster and effective. Feel free to Reach out to me online for further evaluation.