Detailed and genuine. Wat do i do?

Its being 15 years and i coundnt overcome my depression, anxiety disorders. I am a hyperthyroidism patient since my childhood i.e around yr 2000. Few years back took help of a Apollo doc in kolkata as i used to get tremendously irritated and angry on almost everything, he detected MDD n prescribed a medicine, it was working excellent in calming my mind. Thn i moved to mumbai, lost his prescription in relocation and stopped medicines, got married, due to sudden withdrawal of medicines i started getting mild to moderate seizures almost everday. In 2016 Post pregnancy,i was detected with hypertension and since then am on BP and anxiety medication, but still somewhere i do not feel that calmness and feel restless n unwanted. Wat do i do? Looking for a helpful advice.