What should I do please tell me. So!

Hi , I am raghu ,age 33 ,I done my MBA , due to my sister in law one marriage proposal (I  like this girl - software employee )  - was cancelled , which girl I rejected in my life and hated in my life ,i married that girl only ,due to this reason I visit neuro physician before my marriage ,due to rejected with software employee , health issues heart problem ,my wife facing acute pancreatitis problem ,gall bladder removed and we don't have children , now she is facing depression , I am using BP tablet now and cholesterol tablet ,and I am facing bipolar disorder , I am not working properly  and I am not doing job , Arguments with relatives ,if any person sledging me getting heavy headache , anger I don't say anything to anyone In this financial condition my wife facing acute pancreatitis problem ,gnyninc problem Heavy hospital expenditure ( upto now 6 lacs ) 1)In this condition my health condition is not good my I looking to give divorce 2)or individual house + job with wife So