Some odd feelings. Curry approach.

Hi Doctor I am a healthy sporty male having bit high  BP 95 /135 but for last one month all of sudden I have lost faith on God and rebuke him..For not having given a stable mind ; 1. In decision making I reach conclusion very fast without holistic approach...And suf fer blunders many time. 2 My action and response are sometime absurd they happen without knowingly...! 3. Making blunders seems to be my trait and the one I know not to be done but it happens ..Means my mind do not respond accordingly. 4. Although I have been hard and honest but due to inability to understand shortcoming I face problem in job and domestically without taking cons into consideration . Kindly help how I can improve my analytical power and avoid hurry spoils curry approach. Thanks