Resistance Anxiety. Having gabrahat too!

I understand your distressful situation. However more clarity is needed regarding your problem to decide on the severity of your anxiety issue. Don't worry it is not your fault, it is the hormonal and chemical fluctuations in your brain as a result of stress which is taking a toll on your mental health. Both depression and anxiety occur due to the same chemical imbalance in specific areas of brain, and the treatment of both involves the use of almost similar medications. It is easily manageable with appropriate treatment, so that dysfunction due to the same can be reduced and your quality of life will improve. Some counselling sessions along with medical help might be useful for you. I would also be more than happy to help you with that if you are looking for online assistance. Discussions will be held confidential. You can directly consult with me through Practo as needed. Online chat consultation is also available.