Procrastination, uncontrolled hunger.

I love reading.get hooked to anything quite easily.overthink.alcoholic.fear failure even before starting a business.failed in diploma in engg due to my affair or rather madness for one of bhabhis.she utterly used me and married me to her sister as her sister was 10 yrs. Older to me and ugly.quite philosophical.armchair theorist. In laws are rich and always insulting me for lack of money.and many more problems. Want to know if i have some problems with my previous life that i am facing so many hurdles in this life.Oh and i was quite brilliant in studies before i came into contact of that bhabhi.i think it is severe depression .got addicted to junk food in teenage years.and many other problems.please help.