Paranoia? Don wan 2 suicide n no courage

4der 2 screenshot I wud also want 2 tell u tat I truly believe tat politicians will not improv lives of people and maybe tats y I hv neva got an election ID done n those girls who I made 2 believ in me n just left em for reasons lik dey weren't ready 2 hav a physical relationship with me... I hear people talking saying "Dis guy huh", "after tat day he has become very careful" coz 1 da other day a guy is asking me for a ride 2 da next bus stop at one of shady place wher my fren killed himself or some1 else killed him n threw him on da railway track. Since then I stopped taking tat route. While I'm on tat road there is a "aaaaa" tat I feel lik so much 2 me tat too twice in last 2 weeks. M ok if some1 kills wit machete bt don want someone 2 torture 2 kill me because I hav possibly best followers/frenz n a lifestyle dan who are wealthier or healthier dan me. horrible time tat m goin thru . I wish some1 who wants me dead talk 2 mom n inject me 2die on da bed which I believ will nt happen...