Mood swing, irritated or excess

Hello, The description provided by you here is suggestive of an ongoing negative emotional and mood state with a high possibility of Depressive episode. Hence my suggestion for you would be to seek a in person, face to face consultation with a psychiatrist near you. A psychiatrist will look at the situation and your problems from a non judgemental, neutral view and then understand the various bio-psycho-social correlates of the problem statement. Thereafter a detailed management plan can be formulated for you. In all likelihood a combination of mediation and psychotherapy will be of benefit to you. However please be well assured that your condition can be helped with proper treatment and guidance. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future...

Do not please delay in seeking help, as delay in treatment can lead to complications.