Mental illness. Huge huge side effects!

Actually i am suffering from the symptoms of obsessive compulsive disorder.But its not that ,i am not having this disease... I am only having the symptoms. The peak symptoms are depression most of the time, constant headache, constant heavy head, irregular heartbeat constant, very less brain power (mostly concentration, focus) , increased urination, unwanted repeating thoughts, going deep into thoughts unwantedly, panic attack due to side effect of allopathic medicine sometimes but life threatening, confusions . i am suffering from these symptoms from last 2 years but the intensity of these symptoms is such high that i am not able to do any work in life like studying or job ..but i can do the work which require 5% concentration from 100% .means less brain usable work..like playing mobile games, ludo, sleeping , walking ,typing just like now etc.. i want ayurveda treatment because now i cant trust allopathic medicines anymore because allopathic medicines shown me huge huge side effects