Lack of basic knowledge. Wrong. ty!

Hello doctor, I don't like consulting doctors for a disease because I have a different opinion on doctors. I have a poor self esteem. I think doctors belongs to high social class and I belong to low social class. I didn't study more than 10 th std. I don't know the right words to explain my problems. I think doctors won't listen to me properly or don't respect me because of their high social class. For eg. In cricket there were two types of cricketers. One the amateurs other the professionals. Amateurs belongs to high social class hence they got a huge amount of respect. Professionals were those who played for daily wages and belongs to low social class. I think the same I real life. I fantasize doctors are amateurs, who get more respect. On the other hand, people like me are professionals who doesn't get enough respect. These are my views about the world. Please explain me in such a way that I could learn these things properly. Please don't be harsh on me if I asked anything wrong. Ty