Hopeless , confused , irritated. Not?

Hello, The description provided by you of indecisiveness, sadness of mood, confusion, poor self confidence, loneliness, and negative feelings is highly suggestive of an ongoing depressive episode. Hence my suggestion for you is to please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for comprehensive assessment and further management. A detailed assessment will throw more light on your condition and will help in making a detailed plan of management for your condition. However please be cautioned that this is a preliminary impression and a detailed assessment will be required before further comments can be made. Please be assured that a consultation will only benefit you. Do not hesitate or delay in seeking help. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.