Hand washing. Sanitizing everything.

Last yr conceived after 7yrs by ivf. In Feb concved nd lockdown  in March. Till May end I ws fiine but as soon as my husband started going to work.I was cleaning my home always.when he used to come from work start mopping floor sanitizing everything..used to get very anxious.many time start to fight or cry loudly.i took bath for 3_4times a day.always wash hands.then I consulted psychiatrist and also took counseling nd med.in Oct I had my baby.happy but not enjoying fully since then I couldn't continue my T/t.I remain tense, anxious..always wash hand after touching anything or wash hands many times while doing any work.i have damaged my hands by washing bt cldn't control it.me nhusband had covid in April but my baby was fine.she was with my parents that was the time of some relief.i thought will be fine now.. Covid  gone bt soon I recovered.but now i m tensed for my daughter.same handwash  cntinu.i m very tense always remain anxious for her always wash all clothes nd hands nd damge them