Fed up with these medicines. Me die!

I am having heavy head at the back side of head, faster heartbeat , short breath, less lungs capacity, less brain power, less imaginative power, and panic... Just solve these things... give medicines to cope up with these things...what you have to do with my thoughts ...i am ok with my thoughts... If anyone is alone doesn't mean he is ill...might be being alone gives him happiness... why all the time psychological... I am fed up with this d-veniz 50 , amazeo od 200 ...i am taking them since 5 months...not a single improvement... Can't you change my treatment??... SSRI's are not working on me...but i am saying take as money as you want but please give me proper treatment... Is there any psychiatrist who can treat me online or i have to again and again go & show my prescriptions and get the same medicines... Please help me out... I can't stop medicines..why are you just letting me die