Dont know what i should say. Still.

I am very depressed with life and i felt angry very much all the time . i was not good in study in my school . i failed in 10th then again passing 12th was very difficult but somehow i manage . i was very good i choregraphy and even got chance for abroad but family didnt allow me coz of safety issue there in dubai . got married to a guy who earlier said that iam in govt job but later realised that he was not in job and didnt had any source of income . my family my dad brother continuosly helped me in my living , now i have a baby girl and she is beautiful and now 15 months old . we are trying to get my husband settel down for jobs but as of now we are unable to do so , i feel bad that my parents and brothers need to help me out for our living still .