Depression and suicide. (how to live?

I am very much Depressed and this Life is become utter waste. Always undergoing HELL every second. I am Single all alone ,got cheated to core. My Time is very bad tried maximum to live. Everyone is taking advantage of me. Sick of Quarrels. Lot of HEALTH & PERSONAL PROBLEMS. I wish atleast in my next birth i could be Happy and Full fledged. My life is very much Incomplete. My Goals r not complete. My Mother and my Sister don't like me but Used me for everything possible. Don't know whom to talk to counselling is just a waste of time. I don't have a Job. Fear of life (how to live?).Past is gone by ..present is miserable (no words) Future can't imagine. My Goals r Shattered my Beautiful life is Wasted. Want to Discuss with some Professionals who can guide me to lead a reasonable life. Never experienced Happiness so far till now. I faced lots & Lots of EMBARRASSMENTS. I am not that Smart. I was raised in a small town went to a normal school. But surving to achieve my Goals I like. PlsHelp