Continue or not. 4 years please help!

Hello It’s really saddening to learn that you have been going through such a rough time. It appears that it might have taken toll on you. So that you get anxiety when you try to look into future. This matter is really worrisome but at the same time remedial. It may take great deal of effort from your side and the therapist side. However it will be life transforming process that will not only help you out immensely but also your family. If you go ahead and try to take reins of your life into your hands, it won’t be not much intimidating afterwards. Not all have gone wrong. There is still much to preserve and cherish. You need to find a way out. From medical perspective, you have to have 1. A nicest consultation that is geared towards thorough evaluation and understanding of your problems 2 A treatment plan both medical and psychotherapeutic. 3 Sheer will and wisdom Stick to the plan, follow it as fully as you can, take guidance of your therapist as and when needed, try to maintain your nutrition, don’t resort to any addiction. And last but not the least, any NEGATIVITY is big no no. Hope this helps Happy journey