Complete mind disturbed. For me!

Hi sir Iam a PG candidate completed 5 years back .. Iam very much scared about the society If I hear any different news iam very much dissapointed. ..iam getting more and more sexual thoughts in every minute in mind for this iam so crying and feels very much shy .. Iam not trusting any one for this reason iam not interested in marriage also...iam very lazy iam not interested in doing job just eat and sleep. ..iam a village background guy iam not moving from my place also iam very much sentiment fellow ...already I met 2 pschyortists in my nearable and costs around 30k but iam in same condition iam getting more suicide thoughts iam very much shy to run my life so please suggest me and give me a better life ..i think my life in doctors hand otherwise I won't leave like this. ..plz give me valuable suggestion for me