Chronic illness suicidal. And clogs 3.

I have been ill since last 5years straight, I lost everything and I am suicidal now I still have lot of symptoms 1.inside mouth in plate it feels like sharp like cutting 2.when I shake my head both side inside my ear it itch and clogs 3.my neck hurts 4.Right side of my nose i feel most of the time itching 5.i have right uneven ribcage which is giving me pain , i feel like only surgery can fix this because it's looks so uneven and I am in pain daily. 6.I have phone addiction because of undiagnosed chronic illness, i always want to escape those feeling because I am chronically ill and I need help and i didn't got the help that i need. Please give me directions what to do where to go only you guys can help me if not then no one can.