Being remote from people and depressed.

Hi, I am mostly remote to people like my brother my relatives my friends who are not close to me in location, even though they are 10kms away. It's not the body issue. I am active not an issue but I don't seem to care for anyone except family but I only speak to my parents. I guess this is related to my mundane job. On top of that my roommate is lazy enough to top up my depression. I am mostly worried about my life's progress. I am learning very good with piano self taught, I can draw art self taught, I can sing a little, I am good at my work not best but OK. I cannot understand which way of my life to pursue. I like all of them equally good. I learn fast if I have even a sleight of guidance. I learnt my piano drawing all in a year. I get anxious when in a closed area filled with people one or 2 is fine. Fully packed, I get gassy. I am also losing weight event hough I eat a lot. I get worried if someone makes fun of me cuz I can't make jokes on people since I care for feelings. Pls hlp