Aggression , Anxiety. I am nothing bu!

I want tell you things about my nature. I completely non-selfish/calm person. I don't have any ambition about my life. I even doesn't go any were except my office and home.In previous company as well as in current company employee does used to say that please do some other things except from work. I was always been last bench-er in college as well in school . But never done any big good work in my life. I always used to speak so many big things with the people around me,but at ground level i am zero .I also don't have any good as well as bad habit. I don't do any thing except work and lots of continuous thinking. I got number of time the same reply from people that "My nature is enough to be used by some one" .This is because of lack of understanding of people behavior /Lack of knowledge /Lack of self confidence /Lack of self motivation /Also i used to listen the people (any one) -there is no self opinion / to do thing . Even number of time people did say that i am nothing bu