OCD can you suggest any Medicine to.

I don't want to see any dr by only take Medicine to cure it is there any dr who will help me by suggesting Medicine if you want I and all the prescription of my 2yr before treatment thn can you suggesting me any Medicine to cure it If you help me I really thankful for this kindness act no dr help me in this situation every dr is asking for first online payment thn after that they Will start treatment to cure it plz is there any dr to cure my disease whn I m thinking about this thnI m very fearful about this sit is there any dr who tell me about Medicine if yrs thn tell which Medicine is suitable for me to cure it If you don't tell me any information about Medicine to cure it thn I lost hope from any dr n I am losing hope from anybody nobody could understand me n my problem what to do plz give any suggestion to cure it If u really help me thn tell the name of medicine should be taken by you to cure it it's a humble request plz n I have also a sucidial thought come in my mind...plz